SINGING BACKUP
Now, anyone who has ever sat
beside me in church knows I cannot sing.
And just think about my poor hubby who has no choice but to sit beside
me. (Although I do notice he stands at
arm’s length when holding his side of the hymnal.)
My one sister asked me, “Why do
we sound alike when we talk but you cannot sing?” My own children (bless their hearts) once
told me, “Yes, mom, the minister said sing out, but he did not mean you.” Family can be brutally honest.
Although that is the reputation I
have locally, it is another story in the larger world of music. What most people do not know is that I have
sung backup with many famous artists.
No. Really, I have but I will not
give you my entire resume. Neil Diamond
and the Statler Brothers allowed me to join in on more than one occasion. I am waiting to hear back from Matthew West
and Garth Brooks. Hopefully, they will
also be repeat performances. And
tomorrow night I am singing backup for Casting Crowns!
Are you
wondering how those closest to me cannot appreciate my hidden musical
talent? It is not that they cannot
appreciate me. It is the fact that the
musical greats I have backed up ---- Well, they cannot hear me. I am sure Garth Brooks was not aware of my
joining in when I was in the first row of the lower section of a big
venue. And, although he was standing in
the aisle right beside my chair, Matthew West must have heard about my musical
un-ability because he did not offer me the mic while he sang “Hello My Name
Is.”
I know who
these people are but they do not know me. The “knowing” must be on both ends to
have a real relationship.
I do not
sing back-up for Jesus from the front row of the lower balcony. I sing back-up for Jesus from my heart. From my soul.
I want His ears to hear the joy with which I sing.
I want to
have a real relationship with Jesus. I
do not want him to only know me because I sat in a row or section at a service
or bought a ticket. I want him to know
because He has heard my voice when I prayed and I have felt His companionship
in my soul.
I want a
real relationship with Jesus. I want to
know him through His words. I want to
see Him in the glory of a sunrise and hear Him in the laughter of a baby. And I want Him to know me through my tears and
my joys.
I want a
real relationship with Jesus, the Shepherd.
I want to know the Shepherd’s voice so I can follow Him. I want the Shepherd to know me so I will not
be lost.
He calls his own sheep by name and leads
them out.
…his sheep follow him because they know his
voice.
I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and
my sheep know me
– just as the Father knows me and I know the
Father –
and I lay down my life for the sheep.
John
10: parts of verses 3-4 and verses 14-15
I do not
just want to “know” Jesus. I want a real
relationship with Jesus!!!!!!!